Sighs. Two days. Two days of mercy; Sounds like I don't want school to start yet. YAHH! Because of my hair, obviously. Well, yes. I know I should not regret 'cause I had a bob ALREADY. And I thank God that it happened. Bcuz I really forced my mom to have a new haircut. And my former haircut only lasted for Eight days. So, thank you. Anyway.. So yeah.. No regrets. Shall be no regrets. And yeah, be confident. One rule, I can't go to school without confidence. And that's a rule. Beware.

School? Nahh. I prefer to be home watching Naruto or even using the internet. Though, I can't do that. I have no powers. Boohoo. Whatev. I just wish the summer would be extended. This sucks. And there's something unfair. Other schools will start their classes on the 16th. No fair, right? Ohwells. Let's just forget about it and pretend that school is running all over our mind like a piece of chocolate. Okay, you might be wondering why I used chocolate, pretty random, huh? Anyway, I'm totally cramming for school. As in. Like, I didn't buy the other stuffs I need for school yet. Yeah, it's true. There are many things that I forgot to buy. Thank golly that it's only orientation. Woo. I'm scared. Scared of: classmates, afternoon session, lower grades, id and class photography, people's reactions. Phew. That's a lot.

I'm not really like this when school starts. Last sy, [ first day ] I didn't panic like this. Well duh. Nothing changed w/ me. Whatever. I'm soooo like scared. I feel hot inside. The temperature. Idk why. And no, I'm not sick. Weird. A while ago, when I was at the car and when I went out, my batchmate saw me. A boy. He was like shocked when he saw me. I should feel confidence. And my hair should be not thick. :)) I've noticed that most of the people who have bob-cuts is, they all have thin hair. And yeah. I have sources. :P

Oh well. I have to survive this catastrophic mistakes. [ EVERYBODY MAKES MISTAKES ]. I know that. What I don't know is.. I need more wisdom, knowledge. Everything. I need to learn more. And I should not do a mistake no more. I know I always do mistakes. But there shall be a time that I wouldn't have one. That's a promise. Next time I make a move, no mistakes would be encountered. Oh, the joy. What a wonderful feeling. I just wish I don't mess up when school starts. Oh, one more day. Tick-tock, tick-tock. WAHH. HARSH. :|

GIVE ME CONFIDENCE. Share your blessings, everyone. :) MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. Thanksthanksmuch. Loveloveyou. :* Confident? You're welcome. ;) Hmmwa. =* ^^

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