oh man. this is the last day i would be online. huu. i really need to control myself. from usin the internet so much. i have to study hard this school year. i promised myself that. well, i would be online only on weekends. or if i have projects, homework(which needs internet, if you know what i'm talkin about) or if i've to search something important{that is needed in school or something}. hmm. this sucks, but i really have to do it. errrr. oh well. it's for my own sake. doii. i'm really gonna miss the internet. oh the YM.. multiply, aww. F-ster. even blogger! boohoo. this is really a 'to-do-always' blah. i'm really going to miss you, blog! i know i told you that i will keep you updated everyday of the happenings in school. forgive me but i truly have to!! gaah, :(

anyway. too bad i only went online minutes ago. it's because, err.. it's a long story. i really feel sad about this. HAHA, not really. :| i just feel kind of 'a-bit' sad. because i got really addicted to the net and know i'm gonna try to avoid it. *sigh* it's for me, my grades and the school. and i absolutely wanna decrease my talkativeness. from now on, i'm not going to talk and talk and talk. after all, i wanna change, right? so i'm doing this because it helps. what i mean is, it helps in being in the dl. and i am going to do anything to be in the dl. well, i'm not really like other people who really really wanna be in the dl. i just really wanna be in the dl. even in the top 10, if i could.

dl dl dl.. woo. i really wanna be there. 1st, 2nd or 3rd trimester.. dl, here i come! i just wish i'd exactly be there. \crosses fingers\ well, if i really wanna be in there, i should really do these kinds of stuffs right? like not using the internet that much, not cram always and um, try not watching tv that much. yeah, somethings like that. and no boys. i'll try not to think of reckless boys who ruin my uhh, education? wow, how pathetic of me. lol. well, it's bad if i say they ruin my edu. truth is, it's me who ruin it because i think of them. so, i'm telling myself now to stop thinking of them. so yeah, i will. i realized they were annoying after all. lmao. not really. but some guys are. hihihi. (: oh golly, i'll miss listening to 'FD' or 'GO' by flow [[naruto]] gosh. but i'll try to bluetooth it from ella's phone to mine. yee!