Some people say, "Aren't you bored here? You don't go outside, and you're just stuck here everyday. You're like a prisoner locked up at home" LOL. I wanna cry when they say those freaky words. Haha. Gosh. And after they say those words to me, I'm like.. "Oh, yeah. Why the hell am I stuck here?". Goodness. I realize that.. Yeah! But then again, I can't do anything to change it. Tsk. My mom wont allow me for this freakin' guitar lessons which I totally want. If I were my mom, I would allow myself for that guitar lessons. Instead of being here at home, stuck and have nothing to do. Bored bored bored! Tsk. My mom always goes somewhere and I'm here. I don't go outside or whatever. I should wander around or something. Grr. I hate it. This summer '08 is boring. I envy everyone. The miseries of Clarisse will never change. Err. Miserable forever.

Unless, something changes. Oh how I wish! :) Rawrr. I need some activity. Haha. Though, I'm glad that I'm not only the one. Pauline also does nothing at home. But, I think she goes outside with her family. Tsk! I think I'm the only one among our best friends that is only here at home, always bored and blaah. Argh! I hope my mom will feel sorry for me soon, too. I don't talk to her. And I think my brother will not talk to her too. Maybe, maybe not. Tsk, I wish no one would talk to her! [kidding]. Well, I hope she feels guilty so she would give us what we need. Enough said. Sayonora! :|