Hi! I'm finally done with my homework. But I haven't got out of my frustration yet. I don't know how to get out. I'm still frustrated. I guess I should just let out my anger and enmity. It's sunday. A sunday before a damn week. Damn? 'Cause I guess this week's going to be harsh. I have no idea why.

         I'm scared to go to school. I don't want to see his face. I might cry when I see him. It's hard to explain. It's just too depressing. And I can't help it. It's hard to get out of this misery. I guess I just have to deal with it.

        Maybe I should tell you about the things that happened today. Or maybe I shouldn't? Okay. I will. Since I have nothing else to do. And since I want to catch the attentions of viewers/readers of my blog. I don't want to make them bored you know. That's not my purpose. Well, obviously.

Today, I woke up around 8 AM. I went downstairs. Washed my face and played the piano for a while. Afterwards, I ate my breakfast. When I was done eating, I used the computer. The one outside, that is. My brother was still sleeping that time so I wasn't able to use the PC inside his room. I chatted here and there. Chatted with him, her and them. I bathed around 11, I think. And ate lunch. Oohh. Sorry, I forgot what else happened that time. Forgive me!

But around 4-5 PM, I had my piano lessons. My teacher gave me two assignments. Give Love On Christmas Day and Chopsticks. She didn't hear Für Elise because I don't know.

We left 5:30, perhaps? We went to church. Because we were going to mass. We took mass from 6 to 7 PM. We arrived home. I read some parts of The Diary of Anne Frank. Then, my mom called me for supper. We ate dinner without my brother because he went to someplace. I was trying to read Anne Frank after I ate. But I was too indolent to finish the whole thing. Oh goodness. It's so long! Probably 10 pages or more. I'm not that industrious to do so. Therefore, I decided to use the computer and just search for my so-called book report or story outline of Anne Frank. Yay! I was able to search for the answers. And now, I don't have to worry about my homework. Even though I didn't read the story, I don't have any blanks at all. Whew! ((:

Relief, relief. No hassles. (:

What's up with you guys? I'm stuck in this sweet tragedy. But I can't get out somewhat. Move on. I know, you don't have to lecture me, honey. Currently searching for the meaning of lecture. LOL. Anyhoo, tomorrow's the elimination for the spelling bee for the festival of words. Wish me luck, dearies. I want to join in this quiz bee. Listed in my "list of quiz bees i want to join". Harhar. Just cross fingers for me, will you? Thank yous.

Terrifying! He's going to be in the morning session tomorrow. With Ken and Ivan. I don't know what to do. Maybe I should just ignore him or whatever. And yes, he's going to join the Blue Session. I'm so hapless. But what the hell. I guess I should just stop worrying and stop thinking about it. It just makes me go crazy. LMAO.

That's all for October 12. Break it down, yo!

LOL. 14 days more. <3

HEY. ISLY. :*