Happy. I love being happy! I'm happy! But, I have this feeling. What I'm feeling now. I'm happy on the outside. But it's like i'm sad on the outside. AARGH! Yes, happy.. Very, actually. But sometimes I feel that when I see/hear someone happy/being happy, I envy them. It's like "how lucky..!" or, "lucky you!". WAAHH! They're enjoying life, while I'm just staying here. Being dull and bored, as usual. It's like, Wtf? I thought I was happy, but how come, I'm acting sad? This is so making me frustrated.

This year is boring. This year sucks. I know the school year has just started but I'm just pointing this out: I miss being a 5th Grader. I miss those days. :| I miss people, I'll miss people and I've missed people. I miss betina!!! I miss ate Jean!!! Who next? I'll miss Ken and kuya Kyle and kuya Keith and !!! WAHH, I want to cry the hell out of me. I'm being sad eh? The heck! The question is, "why?" WHY OH WHY! I'm supposed to be the bubbly o' girl. The sweet face of Clare. Aww. Those times! We see the grade 6 students, they're our inspiration, well, some of us. I guess. I miss seeing them; kuya Kyle. kuya Christian. ate Anna. ate Victoria. ate Krisly. All of 'em!

Dang! I miss the old days pa. I miss the time when we take pictures before exams. I miss Mark and Mitchell! Those silly boys who we always argue with. I miss the time when we scream at the boys during Rosary, they don't participate at all! I miss the original barkada. The three of us. Ed Edd Eddy, Tres Marijuanas.. MayPanCake! I even miss Dana. Banana! :P She doesn't hang out with us. That's why it stinks. I miss her, walkin' with her. Oh man. I remember the time when we practice for our dance in P.E. I miss it when we do our projects during school days, like Thursday. Because our barkada before our our bff --- Ella, me and Pauline. Well, dana sometimes, but really -- that. Because now, 711 is like influencing others. That's why I don't like it. It's like so making me like "WHAT?!". But before, Alain or Arnold are not with us. Kaaway pa nga namin sila eh! Which was so nice.

Bea was pointing out to me that I gained 3 friends -- boys. Boy best friends. but it still feels kind of different. Really different.

Naalala ko yung nasa Language kami [123], ate Jean and I, pauline-tiff-ella, kuya Chris and kuya Julien. Hayy. Tawanan ah! Grabe. LOL. Ang saya nung day na yun. Hayy. Sabi pa nga ni kuya Christian, "sa tingin ko last na ito na mangyayari". Nako! sana naman hindi.

I MISS YOU, JEAN ARCINUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :[
I'm so sorry I didn't go to school today. The driver!! URGH. But I really hope there would be a next time and we'll hang out. ^^ hayy. But i still miss you!!! I miss hugging you. :|

KEN!!! AND KUYA KYLE!!! I/WE WILL MISS YOU!!!!

HAYY. Ayaw ko na, I think I've said it all. BE HAPPY PEOPLE!

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